Head to the ground, heard god through the drywall ash in my tray, blade steady at my pulse now Kid with a lighter, hid from the man of the house prayed to a father but that word already yours now
cigarette husks in my lungs when I breathe innocence died in the cracks of my teeth I didn’t know truth, I just learned how to break and kneel learned how to bleed without asking if what I was feeling was real
scars don’t talk, they stare blank at my face back faith got stripped, left me empty at the fucking bank
I am a problem but I am the proof Built from everything that you didn’t want me to be You took my life away with no empathy silence screams from my hanging tree
I sit on a throne made from rust & pain barbed wire like a halo cutting into my brain Everyone prays as they lie at my feet Hands on the wounds but they weren’t from me In my head, dead forever since that day
Poison my decision, every choice that I make Mockery dressed up as destiny
How do I confess at your altar when my lungs are full of water even in submission, my voice will never falter
Stab you in the back, silver tongue in my mouth Judas in spirit, I know what I am now Brain full of ghosts that never shut up Every echo screams “prove you’re worthy of love”
They call me insane, cuffed in the press Family tree and my name is the mess Read me my rights, I am ready to repent
